12:02 PM: The meeting last night went fine. It went fine as a meeting; however, the difficulty I have been having with spontaneous and precise articulation was well underscored. In the moment, I was able to recognize the fact and also let go of the notion that it is imperative that I be on point at all times. Or rather, that it is no profound loss if I am not. Still, I can’t help but go down the symptom of a worst-case scenario rabbit hole, until it ultimately leads me to the cold comfort of existential insignificance.
