10:13 AM: Finances, which includes, but is not limited to, or entirely dictated by, hours worked, is designated as the fourth priority in my life following mental health, physical health, and relationships. I have not been living as if that is the case. I am allowing myself to expend too much time and attention on a single aspect of a fourth tier priority.
To be fair, I have not sacrificed sleep, which is the bedrock of every pursuit. I have also been unwilling to neglect meditation, the website, lifting, and putting forth some time and effort into relationships. However, I have become more willing to neglect journaling and goal setting and a significant portion of my overall effort is without direction. Even after vacation, I am on target to break six figures this year and we still live in squalor.
I would like to revisit the definition, direction, and development of each priority in an effort to live more deliberately. If I feel as if I’m floating through life in an unfulfilling way. It would behoove me to introspect some insight, lest I continue to squander the only nonrenewable resource I have.
3:33 AM: I am grateful that, in spite of being very angry toward the latter half of the day, I did not lose my shit.
