10:47 AM: It is as humbling as it is humiliating to realize that my overall sense of wellbeing can still be subjugated by jealously and my perception of imparted prestige. A single poisonous thought still has the power to seed itself and grow into a state of mind that can ruin most of a day. It should be noted; however, that eating and sleeping tends to blunt the effects.
3:53 AM: It’s funny how powerful of a motivator goal-singularity is. I’ll feel way shittier not accomplishing a goal if I only have one to accomplish. I got out of bed to make this entry simply because it was less shitty than not being able to cross it off as done.
The very act of writing goals out is also powerful in and of itself. I did not smoke the month of June mostly because I did not want to fail in what was written. It is also worth noting how hesitant I am to write another goal for not smoking.
