12:53 PM: It is worth noting that I am looking forward to hanging out with Josh and Jonathan more than I was looking forward to the Tool concert. The fiscal implications factor in to be certain. Hanging out with Josh and Jonathan costs very little and I spent an irresponsible sum on the concert. I had already concluded that very little or no money is required to extract the most fun out of a day; however, it is also true that, for me, spending too much may hinder my ability to fully enjoy a thing. I would have enjoyed the concert more in less expensive seats, especially considering that it wouldn’t have really affected anything due to the lighting and effects. It was nice to make Suzi happy. That is fulfilling in and of itself; however, perhaps I could develop the discipline necessary to do nice things for Suzi and Adora without digging so fucking deep into my pockets.
5:01 AM (June 7): The timestamp of this entry should give a pretty good indication of how my plan to regulate, or rather, to normalize, my sleeping schedule is going. On the positive, I have been faring well at funning haves while generally living true to the somewhat tongue in cheek motto I have been shamelessly touting for a while now: “I do what I want.” I am crushing it financially in a way I never thought possible while sleeping until noon every day. It’s a non-conventional approach to a conventional profession, which is definitely my MO. I have also refused to compromise on lifting, jiujitsu, or time with friends and family. It’s been pretty fucking awesome.
