I decided to experiment again this evening. The terror was every bit as severe; however, the pleasantness that had followed the previous two times was not nearly as pronounced. It is worth noting that I became fixated on a legitimate concern during the state of paranoia that was difficult to abandon, and may have prolonged the paranoia through the pleasantness.
[I never put the time on the same line as the date. I am pretty sure I did it on purpose here because I was really high, and I couldn’t remember how I usually do it, even though there was an example right below.]
