Still sick as shit, but a few notable moments of liberating defiance today. Just a little while ago, Suzi became angry over something I considered small. I felt this undermined all that I’d managed to accomplish in the day, and I became more than angry. I was enraged, indignant. I drew back to hit the cabinet. I apologized instead. I told her that she was right, and had the right to be upset, and that it was my best intention to be more reasonable in the future.
I also enjoyed the symphony on ice this year far more than the previous years. Being present felt natural, unforced.
