The impulse is already growing, subtle but steady, in less than two weeks removed from my most recent rock-bottom. Currently, it is a mere craving, and I can fight a craving no matter how strong. However, as the weeks wane on, the craving will combine with unbearable levels of stress, anger, and rationalization. I will define and then sharpen my weapons in the coming weeks to give myself the best chance possible. The goal is a minimum of six months.
Broadly, my other goals are to sharpen my analytical ability, improve writing , broaden vocabulary, increase my orthopedic knowledge, decrease body fat and increase stamina and mobility, help others without throwing quite so much money at things, strengthen bonds with family and friends, create passive income, spend less, get the house rent-ready, create a garage gym.
I will continue to reflect on and further define these goals in an effort to give myself a fighting chance while simultaneously adding more life to my years.
