I made it, just barely. Driving past CVS last night, alone and about a half hour before closing, was one of the most difficult things I have accomplished in quite some time. We were in Pittsburgh visiting Suzi’s mother and I didn’t think there was any way we would have made it home, dropped of Suzi at work, and then dropped off Dave at his house before midnight when CVS closes. I didn’t even think that I would have the option. I was ambivalent about my choice to drive past the entire night thereafter, though I am thankful for it now. Unfortunately, I believe tonight may be even more difficult.
I have yet to resolve myself to any resolutions. Perhaps I will take another stab at it this evening. I have a difficult fight ahead of me and any and all distractions are welcome.
I think I would be fine if I weren’t worried. I was finally traversing the path I’d been seeking.
Be happy. Stay focused. Don’t complain.
