12:55 PM: Today I will be cautious of the deamon of resent. I have nothing to be resentful of in particular, but that typically doesn’t seem to matter. The influence is subtle, but the results are definitive. It is easy to be enticed into the downward spiral of animosity and unconscious, yet deliberate ruination for the sake of spite-laden sadomasochistic satisfaction.
1:58 AM: I am grateful that I did not allow myself to succumb to the sweet siren song of spiteful self-ruination.