12:43 PM: While I have yet to engage the endeavor of early rising, I’ve been remarkably consistent in my sophomoric slumber pattern. Exact same time stamp for past two “morning” entries with third being only a few minutes off.
Thinking “How can I get the most fun out of this, because I’ll be dead before long” continues to be effective at interrupting self-defeating thought patterns that had ruined situations, and, really, life itself for years, or, really, forever. It appears to be just the right proportions of optimism and melancholic fuck it to suit my personality. I will continue to utilize this and begin focusing once again on gratitude as well.
12:46 AM: Anger has been an issue over the past few days.
