12:14 AM (June 25): Tonight I felt waves of uncertainty washing over a decision done made and I was able to shut that shit down. I was able to accept that it may have been the wrong decision; however, it was a reasoned decision that I came to after a fair amount of deliberation and that would have to be good enough. I can learn from such decisions, but I will be mindful to avoid lamenting and punishing myself with what-ifs.